God, what have I been up to since I last wrote? So many things, as I recall. I still feel like shit, but there have been plenty of more positive experiences along the way. Life is trying to play nice. It feels sorry for me, I think. Glad I'm not the only one.
I've been being really honest in therapy, exploring a lot. I should really write out more of the revelations I make. I really dig my therapist because I feel like I have such a firm, self-aware grasp on the roots of and contributing factors to my various neuroses, but almost every session she'll say something that causes me to go deeper and discover something completely new. Or at least discover the absurdity and abnormality of a long-fostered belief. Like, "creative is a euphemism for stupid. ...Right-brained people are not as intelligent as left-brained people."
What the fuck?
Or, "friends are pleasant but unnecessary accessories." Congratulations, you're a sociopath.
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